THE EYE of THE NEEDLE
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Trust In The Plan
I’m not afraid to die. Especially not for my country.
A near death incident January 7th, 2005, I was given the option of crossing over, or staying on the planet, 100% committed to sharing my story and following God’s plan. I made my choice.
I had just turned 40, was the mother of 3 sons, the oldest a senior, the youngest in 3rd grade with a young life of severe behavior problems, and unknown to me, soon to be pregnant with my only daughter.
My life was in a million little pieces and I was suffering more pain than mentally, emotionally, and spiritually comprehensible.
I had already been through a lot. Divorce. Isolation from people who called themselves family. Becoming ill with what western medicine physicians called “chronic fatigue” (being a nurse and being tenacious I knew there was a different cause.) Later to learn and be treated for severe mercury poisoning by an alternative medicine DO. The suicide of my father, the only person in my life I could always count on, when I was 29 and finishing my last year of nursing school.
I was strong, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. and physically. Getting into body building at age 26 as a way to help eleviate the symptoms from my then undiagnosed heavy metal poisoning. I knew who I was and what I was made of.
So at this point, finding myself, the Phoenix, in ashes on the ground, I knew I could and I would rise stronger and more powerful than ever before. 100% certain of that because this time I let God do the leading.
I’ve spent the last 15 years healing my family, healing myself, and moving towards “THAT DAY”. “THAT DAY” when I would be asked to take the next steps to move out and share my message with the world.
Last year as my eldest 2 sons continued to impress me, not only with the success in their careers, (both finishing top of their class, going on to become engineers working in the computer/ technology world) but as strong confident men who gave back to the world around them. My youngest son, the one whose pre-kindergarten principal kicked him out of school and told me he “would be in an institution by the time he’s 15,” graduated from Navy bootcamp at the age of 23. Not just graduated though, but graduated top 3% out of over 1000 sailors. Proving not just to me, but most importantly to himself, what he is made of. (Having already had to jump through 6 months of hoops to even qualify for the Navy.)
I knew my time was at hand. My sons were all in amazing places. God was preparing me for my next steps. A fall and winter spent with glorious opportunities coming my way.
Then CoVid hit. And, as the rest of the country/ world went into a state of fear, a state of unrest, and panic, I continued to flourish. Knowing God had purposefully had me go through MY hard times so I would be ready for now.
The destruction of our country to a new level beginning in my home state of Minnesota. Parts of the rioting and burning happening near the hospital I used to work at.
A best friend, in the thick of the riots the first week as the local fire marshal and emergency Red Cross responder. Other friends living or working in the parts of the city being burned. All of it just confirming, MY time is near.
I had left the life of consumerism and avarice, returning to an “unplugged” version of living. And, I have been awake and watching the last 20 years as our country has been dismantled from the inside.
I have been waiting for THIS DAY because I knew it was coming. I sit in the solitude of my Oasis,, unaffected on a daily basis by what is happening out there, wondering how this will all play out.
For one thing is certain, we’re NEVER going back to what we were. The other thing that is certain, Americans’ lives are going to get a whole lot worse before they start to get better.
I sit in my Mystical Forest preparing for what is to come. Preparing to be “called” up to do my part to defend my country.
Hard times are here. Fortunately, I have had the foresight to raise and prepare my family on all levels. We are the warriors. And, I for one am ready to defend. Ready to die for my country because … The Revolution Begins With Me.
Seeking the Truth
I am a seeker of truth. And, I am a lover of light. Those are not mere words. For, it is only in the light that the truth can be found.
This has been a hard week for the majority to witness and be a part of. The whole year seemingly about tearing our country a part, and fractioning its people. Its no real surprise that the election is FINALLY over and the mayhem of what we’re witnessing is the result.
I passionately believe in the right of each individual to have their own beliefs. So, when our country is tearing each other apart because people don’t like the same candidate as me, something has gone greatly astray.
“United we stand, Divided we fall” has been a motto that’s been in my head about as far back as I can remember. I think more than ever in any time of my life it is relative.
That being said, if both sides of the political parties don’t agree that THE TRUTH NEEDS TO BE FOUND, we will be fractured as a country. And, I hate to say it, but that is exactly what the people who truly are controlling us are looking for.
There is so much NOT RIGHT about what is happening now. To me, as a writer, perhaps the most highly offensive issue I am seeing is the blatant censorship by big tech and mass media outlets. If things are truly as they appear to be, why is it that what certain people are saying is being censored more blatantly than ever before in my 55 year history?
I’m all about transparency. When transparency is NOT allowed, there’s no bigger red flag to make me wonder what certain entities are trying to hide.
Another huge problem I am seeing with what I read one foreign blogger call “The Looney Tunes Show,” for certainly it appears that way to people watching from outside our borders. Hell, it seems that way to me! Why is main stream media the source making the call in this election? This is a legal matter, and needs to be handled as such.
There are so many unanswered questions, and so much suspicious activity, with people coming out not just in the contested states, but in countless others saying they have witnessed suspicious activity. That they do not feel comfortable with things they have witnessed or have been asked to do.
Perhaps it’s my own personal history as a critical care nurse, and the fact that when I started speaking up about blatant careless unnecessary deaths, that I was the one ostracized in a huge way, and my name slandered. Hence, making my fury for these people’s voices to be heard even more emboldened.
In my opinion, there should be no decision made on the winner of the election until all legal matters have been resolved and all questionable recounts allowed. It seems to me, if the other side truly did win, they wouldn’t feel it a necessity to be pushing through their narrative.
Then to see, the former vice president literally bragging about having “put together the most extensive and inclusive voter fraud organization”. That really makes me want to find answers.
I am a seeker of truth, and there are far too many unanswered questions about way too much suspicious activity. I for one will not be satisfied as an American until resolve has been brought to innumerable, never before witnessed activities involved in this election.
It is my belief if citizens truly believe in the sanctity of our Constitution, and the election process of our country, it doesn’t matter which side of the isle you’re on, that they would be wanting the truth to be allowed to be uncovered. A frightening precedent is being created if due process is not allowed, particularly in the highest office of our country.
I am about unifying our country. Bringing us back together in a world of peace. Eradicating hate and prejudice. We are on the precipice of losing all this country stands for. If we can not come together now in agreement of seeking out the truth, all that this country stands for will soon be gone.
This is a tough and harrowing time to be living through but living in a state of fear or anxiety is only going to lower the vibration. We need to be bringing light to the situation so with complete illumination the truth can be revealed.
For me, this time is one of keeping calm. One of staying grounded. Loving and uniting with my family. And extending kindness to everyone I meet. I have faith in my God. I know that He is the one who is truly in charge. I move forward in peace … for The Revolution Begins With Me.
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